aqualung. (go back »)

i love aqualung, his music is very meaningful for me. if i ever fall in love i will listen to aqualung forever. *sigh and swoon*. if only i could find love. but seriously what defines love? i really dont understand it. maybe because ive never been in love? but see there seem to be two kinds of love.

ONE: is the steryotypical boyfriend girlfriend husband wife kind. and

TWO is the family friends etc love. but then again the first love can be divided into the shallow and less meaningful bf/gf where your in love for a few months then move on. and the second love can also be divided. family love is like no other. its almost something you have to do. then theres the best friend love. like you love you bf cause he/she is always there for you, you have fun together, etc. and then of course theres the married sort of love, which can also be divided. theres the "weve just gotten married this is so crazy im scared but i really love you" love. theres the "weve been married for a while and im so comfortable with you im going to leave the door open when i pee and argue with you when you leave the seat up" love. and theres the "weve been together too long i hate you but i love you because were stuck together" love (which usually ends in divorce). and lastly theres the "weve been together forever and i still love and accept you no matter what" love.

so what kind of love am i looking for? am i even looking for love? maybe i just want acceptance and to be wanted? maybe thats what everyone else is looking for too.

i cant decide.

maybe one day ill make up my mind.